SYAHIRAH (:

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

8:31 PM

REPLY TO MY EMAILS! DAMN IT!
It pisses me off just waiting for you to FCUKING REPLY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIKA!!!!(:

Monday, December 7, 2009

2:40 PM

Sorry I_Am_Sorry

Since those days, our close relationship began to loosen…
Thank god, we still see each other and i am really thankful for that...
I used all kinds of methods to get our relationship back to what it was.
I couldn't, but i was thankful that we were at least quite okay with each other
I'm sorry that because of me, our chances of maintaining that "okay" relationship
has now gone down the drain just because i made a reckless decision...
I know that we will still see each other, but not that much now...
Because of me, even your future has changed...
I thank you for always being there when i needed you
I really don't know how i can help you, and eventually our relationship...
I'm sorry... really sorry... i know it is my mistake for making that decision,
eventhough you repeatedly gave alternatives which i should have followed...
I'm really sorry... I know "Sorry" will not solve it but really... SORRY!

I’m a terrible friend to you who only cares about my own decision…
Once again i am sincerely sorry...

Thursday, December 3, 2009

5:12 PM

Rock_Rulez

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMYYYY!!!!
Yes yes, i know i that i have been updating my blog regularly...
I have stopped working for BCSIS just like perinder...
So Liyana is the sole survivor there...
JIA YOU LIYANA!!!! sad to leave her alone...
PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT! what to do??????
These few days, i have been feeling helpless!
Thanks to Naashiah for the phone advice! helped alot...
I realize sometimes when i am really confused,
the only thing i have to do is ask someone close
they'll always give an answer...
I miss the HP a lot!TP & NP also! basically 4E4!
haizzz... I've got to step up! step up...

Monday, November 23, 2009

10:48 AM

Woke up as early as 4.30am today, so i had only 1 1/2 hr of sleep
Straight after subuh, Head off to nenek's house
Mak lang & Nenek was rushing to get ready as they overslept
After that we separated into different cars to go to the airport
At the airport, met the others.A lot of people there!
The airport reminds me of the time we sent Rachel off and there was an incident at the escalator which made us all laughed!
Waited around while everyone mingled...
then finally after a few hours if I'm not wrong, we moved location
and sadly it was time for my uncle and aunties to go off...
Yes, there were crying-s and all but i didn't cry...
I saw a different side of Afiq today
He really feels terrible to be separated with his parents...
If i were him, i would have cried until the whole airport floods!
After sending them off, mak lang wanted to treat us mac
so some of us went to Woodlands central mac
Before going home, went to Sheng siong to get things
If I'm not wrong, i saw someone who looked like nabil
I wasn't sure as i was trying to catch up with zana so, it was just a glance
After everything, head back home and i fell asleep... It was only 10am+ and i was super sleepy
Once i woke up, i used the computer and changed a few things on my blog
Very confusing! i tried this and that and finally i got it...
Oh yah! Got a call from miss Joey in the morning
This time its at Toa Payoh and its darn far!
I think once again, it will be an ulu place!LOLS!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

10:54 AM

In the morning, collected madrasah results.
Alhamdulilah! i can go sec 5 but i'm not sure if continuing
I failed tauhid and faraidh. tauhid = 7/50! Teruk seh!

Gathering at Nenek’s house at 3.30pm today.
But my mom said we go after asar, that was why we were late
I sat in the kitchen listening to the adults discuss plans...
Cik sakinah, Cik mu, Pak ngah, Mak ngah and more are going haji tomorrow...
So everyone had to plan who take whose car and all...
about Alif, Afiq and Qistina, all planned.
I am supposed to sleep early today because tomorrow sending them off.
straight after subuh setting off from nenek's house!
Hopefully everything goes well tomorrow(:...
Today's post is short! nothing to actually blog about...
With that, i end this post with a picture.Guess who?

Thursday, November 19, 2009

11:52 PM

Spent hours and hours cleaning up my room which looked like a robber just robbed my room or something like that…
Yes! serious mess! since the start of o levels!
thankfully its super,wait not super, but satisfyingly clean now...
I found my lost hairclips, coins and even hari raya green packets with money still inside! unbelievable!
All my school books and notes, all in a bag, lying under my bed.
some in the drawers of course!
seriously, it feels so good to have clean room after months!hahaha!

So i was using the computer and got bored...
then i remembered a game which i have not been playing for YEARS!
RUNESCAPE! i could remember Tian boon said that it has changed a lot.
So i decided to play the game after a long time...
It has really changed in terms of the quality and skills!COOL!
So i was so excited when i looked at the map!
I could still remember long long ago, i memorized the whole map...
Only the non-members part lah! Falador, Varrock, Wilderness & etc.
I seriously miss the game alot!
Fishing at karamja, Cutting willow trees until axe head fly off,
Mining for Coal at the underground cave which i don't remember its name
Diying quite a number of times in wilderness and then alive back at lumbridge
Finishing all the quests except for two by referring to online guide.
WOW! i really miss the game a lot man!
level 54 already is kind of not bad yarh! if i had continued playing,
i would have been able to finish that stupid dragon slayer quest!haizz...
I so want to get that rune! darn DS quest!
Okay, I'm crapping about a game and some of you might be yawning...
Sorry! hahaha! what shall my next blog post be?
About... GB? Gunz? maple? hahaha! maybe not!(:
I should continue all this games one day... one day...
I still have a picture of one of my accounts in GB and Rune:

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

11:21 PM

Didn't go for current job today because
Had the DE job interview today at 2PM+ in Peace Centre
Met perinder in front of the McDonald house where we took the bus there
Once reached, we thought it was on the second floor so we searched like crazy...
Unbelievably, we couldn't find it.
We both really remembered that in the email, they wrote level 2.
Since we were already kind of late,
i decided to just call them...
They told us it was on the 6th floor.I guess we remembered wrongly then!
Once in the office, i saw li hui!(: I was interviewed 1st
I had to wait awhile for Miss/Mdm Joey as she was having another interview
Finally when it was my turn, she just asked me about myself and about the job.
After the whole interview,they had the test.
First test confirm pass! second wan confirm fail!HAHAH!
Waited for perinder to finish, and then head back home...
OH yah! Ms/MDM Joey told me something which made me shocked!
I couldn't believe it! the whole office was talking about it! haizzz...

For the whole 1 hr of Singapore idol, mariyah and i was SMS-ing each other
When i first heard faizal singing Beautiful soul,
I was screaming
"BIG MISTAKE MAN!THIS SONG IS NOT TO BE SANG AT THIS POINT OF THE COMPETITION!"
whatever it is the results are out and i hope the best for Faizal's future.
Mariyah and i have predicted next weeks results as well...
Hopefully we are correct again...((((:
GO SYLVIA, TABITHA, SEZAIRI!!!!!!! WOOTS!
Mariyah and i are supporting rootedly for SINGAPORE IDOLS!
WE LOVE IDOLS! HAHAHAHA! but i love Joe more! (: